80 Days! 13 Days: Why do you like Tumblr? 12 Days: Someone who made your life hell or treated you like shit.

13 Days: Why do you like Tumblr? ;
Uhm..
I don't?
I don't think I've ever actually used Tumblr before.
But I do like tea.
Tea is pretty sweet.

12 Days: Someone who made your life hell or treated you like shit. ;

Alf scared me as a child.
Eating kittens and stuff.
He might have ruined my childhood.
Him and Gumby.
You just can't trust 'em.

80 Days!! 8 DAYS IN ONE SITTING.

So my internet hasn't been working for a week.
So.
I'm going to do 8 days worth in one sitting.
Just in case my internet doesn't work tomorrow.




21 Days; Your favourite website.

www.youtube.com
I could spend days there.


20 Days; Animals you like.


I like a lot of animals.
Actually all of them are pretty cool.
Just not all insects.
Like the flying ones.
Ick. 
I nay like ze flying buggity's.

19 Days; Something you hate about yourself.

Something I hate about myself?
Well.
I really don't like my lack of confidence.
I may come off really confident, but its just a show I put on for everyone.
Deep inside I'm actually horribly self conscious.
I've never really been overly confident in myself.
It's a problem I've always struggled with.
I just fear that I won't be accepted when I join a new social group.
It's such a terrible feeling.

18 Days; Something you love about yourself.


































I love that I'm good at worrying *sarcasm*
I love that I'm really good at being honest.
I love that I'm quick at learning certain things.
Other people say that they love me because I'm funny (I don't really see it, but I won't disagree with a compliment.)
I love that I'm genuinely kind.
But a lot of people don't appreciate it or respect that part of me.
Because the bigger your heart is  the more you can love and the more room people have to step on it.


17 Days; Describe yourself to a deaf person.


Hm.
I feel as though this is redundant.
If the person is deaf they can most likely see me.
but I suppose I'd explain myself as a friendly person
who loves music and art.
or I would just get them to read my blog lol.


16 Days; Your top ten favourite songs.




My top ten favourite songs..
This will be very difficult.
So I'll just copy my iTunes top ten most played.


10. Don't Leave Me - Blink 182
9. Dumpweed - Blink 182
8. Touchdown Boy - Blink 182
7. Fentoozler - Blink 182
6. Tell Me I'm A Wreck - Every Avenue
5. For Always Forever - Every Avenue
4. Family Reunion - Blink 182
3. Piggy Bank - NeverShoutNever!
2. M+M's - Blink 182
1. Carousel - Blink 182


Yeah, I know.
I love Blink 182 if you didn't notice.

15 Days; One thing you would tell your young self if you could now.




What would I tell my young self if I could now?


Don't change anything.
Do what you feel is right.
Take your time and enjoy yourself.
Take opportunities and  have fun.


Because everything I've done in my past was a learning experience whether it was good or bad.
And I don't regret anything I've done.



14 Days; A celebrity that inspires you.

Ellen Degeneres is truly inspiring to me.
She is such an amazing person.
I feel as though she truly and honestly loves people.
I just love the things she does for people.
It's truly divine.
Also, she's a Lesbian.
Not that it matters to me.
But the fact that she's a respected member of society and a loved television person.
It just goes to show how mature our world might be getting.
And that makes me happy because it gives me reassurance that there might be hope in humanity.




Well thats all i have to say today.
Have fun!

80 Days! 22 Days: Something that you miss.

I meant to post this earlier.
But for some odd reason Blogger was down.
AAAANYWAAAYS


22 Days: Something you miss.

Starbucks.
I miss working there sometimes.
It was really cool.
And I miss the free drinks.
And free pound of coffee per month.
But other than that.
It was just an awesome place to work.

Peace.

80 Days! 23 Days: Your favourite place.

My favourite place.
This question is rather ambiguous.
But I would say my favourite place would be somewhere with good music,
some good tea and the people I love.
So I suppose it could be a lot of places?

Or maybe this house >

So put that in your juicebox and drink it.

80 Days! 24 Days: Your fears.

My Fears.
Well.
I'm afraid of bees.
Like wasps and hornets and such.
They're just really creepy and I have no idea why.
I'm also scared that some day I'll end up alone and no one will love me.
Or that I won't be accepted for who I am.
Also, Sharks.
They're terrifying.
And water kind of makes me feel uncomfortable.
SO yeah.
Fears.

See you tomorrow.

P.S I'm sorry for the length of this blog.
I'm super tired.

Peace.

80 Days! 25 Days: A First

I'm not sure what you want from me?
A first?
A first what?
A first kiss?
The first time I have ever missed?
Maybe the first time I found bliss?
Or maybe even a song about something that I've never written about?
But can I see me writing that?
I feel doubt.
But maybe I should stick it out?
Or just sit here and pout?
We'll see how the night goes.
It all depends on how I sleep
Cause I'm not that good at counting sheep.
Although I've never tried.
That would be a first?
But I might be obligated by thirst?
So we shall see what happens.
For the music is playing and my mind is wandering
Thinking of many things not worth pondering.
But you said you wanted a first?
So here's something new, a poem.
Hope you didn't expect the worst.
#winning

Stay Classy San Diego

80 Days! 27 Days: Something that comforts you. 26 Days: Something that makes you cry.

TWO DAYS AGAIN!
but this is because of eagerness not laziness.
I'm just still awake and yeah.
Read on.


27 Days: Something that comforts you;

Tea helps comfort me a lot.
I find that it calms me down.
Which helps me take a step back a look at whats bothering me.
I love tea.
Red tea and Black tea are my favourites.
Rooibos and Chai to be exact :)

And hugs.
They help too :3

26 Days: Something that makes you cry;

This is RENT.
If you haven't seen it.
Watch it.
I love this musical to death, it is my favourite hands down.
The only problem is that I ball my eyes out every time I watch it.
I've seen it at least 20 times.
But it kills me every time I watch it.
It's just so amazing.
Jonathan Larson is a genius.
Rest in Peace Jonathan.


How do you measure a year in a life?

80 Days! 29 Days: an old picture of you and a family member, and new picture 28 Days: Something that upsets you.

LAZINESS!
Actually.
I've been working a lot.
SO yeah.

Day 29: An old picture of you and a family member, and a new picture;

I've posted this picture before.
This is me with my Memere like... forever ago.
I don't have any recent pictures of her though.
She passed away about 9 or 10 years ago.
I also don't really have any pictures with family.
So here's a poptart based feline with rainbow propulsion.

Also know as Nyan Cat for those who don't know.

Day 28: Something that upsets you;

Homophobia really upsets me.
I'm bisexual.
So that means I am attracted to both men and women.
So Homophobia hurts me too.
I may not be gay, but I have friends who are.
And I know that it hurts them.
It's down right wrong.
Who do you think you are to think that you have any right to hate someone for being who they are.
Homophobic people disgust me.
I can't believe that someone could be so ignorant to think that just because a man loves another man or a woman loves another woman that they shouldn't be doing that.
We're people too.
And nobody has the right to tell anyone who they can and can not love.

So.
Before I get more frustrated about this topic.
I'm going to leave.
Have a good night my friendlies.
See you on the flipside.

80 Days! 30 Days: What happened this month?

What happened this month?

not a whole lot of exciting stuff.

I got a job, I bought some clothes for this job.

And it was official Star Wars day yesterday so May the 4th be with you.

But yeah. I'm super bored.

I'm currently listening to Bedouin Soundclash, I haven't listened to him in a while.

Mostly because he's summer music.

SO yeah.

Its nice out.

I want to do something.

But I have no idea what to do.

But yeah.

Peace out.

May the force be with you, because I find your lack of faith disturbing.

80 Days! 32 Days: What was/is/will be your favorite birthday? 31 Days: Something you regret doing.

Two days...
My laziness is unrelenting.

32 Days: What was your favourite birthday? ;

When I turned 16 I let my mom plan my birthday.
My two friends came over and my mom blindfolded us and tape us to chairs.
It was Fear Factor.
We had to eat really nasty concoctions, and the winner got 20 dollars.
One of my friends had really long hair, the duct tape from the blind fold didn't really get along with it.
Lets just say hilarity ensued.

31 Days: Something you regret doing;

Well...
One time when I was 12 my friend told me to eat some cotton candy...
I tasted funny though. And it made my stomach itchy...
It turned out to be insulation...
I lived in the hospital for 2 weeks.
And to this day I have a horrible fear of cotton candy.... and insulation.



Really? you believed that didn't you?
I  was kidding, watch Anchor Man: The Legend of Ron Burgundy.
I was kinda quoting that.
I often do, because 60% of the time, it works every time.
See what I did there? I quoted it again.


Anyyyywaaaaaays
Stay Classy San Diego
(did it again by the way.)

80 Days! 33 Days: What is your favourite memory?

My favourite memory is when in 2009 Josh, Michelle and I went to Toronto to see Blink 182.
It was so amazing.
it was a very long day though.
We almost got killed by an armless hobo.
We almost got killed by a homeless person who resembled the Joker.
We travelled for an hour on a bus to go to Josh's cousins house.
Michelle and Josh found a hotel online while I took a nap.
Then Michelle took and nap and Josh and I ate some kraft Dinner with rotten milk.
It was awesome...
We then travelled back and Josh slept on the bus back.
We arrived at the hotel and ate.
After that we headed to the concert and then had the night of our lives!
Blink 182 was the best concert I've ever seen.
We then headed back to the hotel to eat leftovers from lunch and watch Home Improvement until 1 or 2 in the morning.
The next day we chilled at the Eaton Centre until we caught the greyhound back home.
It was awesome.
Jus' Sayin'

Next time, we eat a rape whistle.

80 Days! 34 Days: Whats your favourite colour?

I don't really have a favourite colour.
So I posted a rainbow.
because I enjoy a lot of different colours.
I'm kinda bummed today.
Just one of those days I suppose.

Stay Classy San Diego.

80 Days! 35 Days: What’s the last dream you remember having?

Punctuality has returned!
I think...
We'll see.

35 Days: What's the last dream you remember? ;

I usually remember my dreams.
But for some reason I can't remember any right now.
I usually dream about zombies, or getting lost, or losing people I care about.
My dreams are usually very weird, or sad, or stressful.

But yeah.
I have to get ready for work.


See Y'all on the flipflop.

80 Days!! 37 Days: What happened this week? 36 Days: Do you mind people writing on your skin?

Apparently I'm really lazy now...
2 posts.
Read it.
Love it.

37 Days: What happened this week? ;
Well.
The store I work at is closing for good tomorrow.
And I had my first shift at my new job today! :)
Other than that I'm boring.

36 Days: Do you mind people writing on your skin? ;

Yeah...
Thats annoying, I definitely am not a fan of people writing/drawing on me with any pen or marker.
Although, I have tattoos.
But thats different.
So... Put that in your juice-box and drink it :3

Peace out yo!

80 Days! 39 Days: Talk about your siblings. 38 Days: Something you find difficult in life

Yes. I think laziness has taken over me.
Two posts again lol.

39 Days: Talk about your siblings;

Well.
I Don't have any actual siblings.
I have 4 step sisters and one half sisters.
2 from my stepdad
and 2 from my step mom
and a half sister from my Dad and step mom.

Pree' coo. I know right?

38 Days: Something you find difficult in life;

Uhm well.
I'm not going to get all emo on this one.
SO
lets talk about math.
I have always been terrible at math,
but for some reason I love Physics.
It's oddly interesting.
so yee.

See y'all on the flipside.

80 Days! 41 Days: Your beliefs. 40 Days: What did you wear today?

TWO DAYS IN ONE AGAIN!
Yeah.. I've been lazy.
Soooo yeah.


41: My Beliefs;


Well.
When I was a kid I was a Jehovah's Witness.
Because thats what my Father is.
I left that when I was 13, and for a while I said that I was Atheist.
But Atheism is just pure ignorance.
So I would say that I'm Agnostic.
But I don't really like that term.
I don't believe in "God"
Nor do I believe in religion.
I don't know what I believe anymore to be honest.
I think that we're all just here.
And science helps with a lot of explanations.
But I believe that everything is alive.
We're all living, breathing organisms.
But yeah.
That was me being deep.

42: What I wore today;

I hung out with Josh and I went to work.
So I wore my black jeans, a white tee, my purple Atticus hoodie and a Plaid button up.
For shoes I wore my white Converse high tops.
Sorry for the lack of photo evidence...
I'm tired and lazy.


See you tomorrow!

80 Days! Day Thirty-Nine!! 42 Days: Your best friend.

This is Josh.
We've been best friends for a few years now.
Like 4 or 5?
We've been through a lot of bad times and good times.
Like sharing a family pack from Taco Bell and then walking to a pharmacy like 15 minutes away to share a 2 litre carton of apple juice. All to walk back to my house so we could walk to the beach (back when i lived near the beach.)
We finally got there. Got knee deep just to decide that we didn't even want to be there.
Thats an example of both a good and bad time lol.

But yeah.
We're bro's for sho... ya know?
lol... Never again. lol



.edis pilf eht no ouy ees

80 Days! Day Thirty-Eight!! 43 Days: A moment in your day.

So I haven't been awake for long.
But I showered.
And I love showering.
I almost think a little more than most people.
But yeah, I found this picture and I think if I had a shower that epic I would probably never leave.
Showering, Eating and Sleeping are definitely the best parts of my day lol.

I'm sorry if that wasn't very interesting.

See you tomorrow!

80 Days! Day Thirty-Seven!! 44 Days: How was your day?

I'm sick.
Today I went out to apply for a few jobs and I have an interview!
but now I'm back home to die.
I'll probably see Michelle tonight when she's done work.
But until then.
Death.

Peace.

80 Days! Day Thirty-Five & Six!! 46 Days: What did you eat today? 45 Days: A picture of something you're afraid of

Thats right!
I'm lazy and I'm doing two posts in one day.
So yeah.
yesterday I ate Subway
and Pizza
and then some cake.
Today I had steak and potatoes and carrots for breakfast
and then a poutine for lunch
and Kd, a sausage and some broccoli for dinndinns.
SO yeah.

I AM HORRIFIED OF BEES.
and wasps
and hornets
and most flying insect in general kinda give me the creeps.

But yeah
I've been scared of them since I can remember
I don't know what it is about them
I have no idea.
I don't think I've ever known why.
I'm also kinda scared of water.
But mostly because I can't swim.


See you tomorrow.

80 Days! Day Thirty-Four!! 47 Days: Talk about your parents.

So.
Lets talk about my parents.

^This is my mom.
She's one of the most selfless and friendly people I know.

^This is my Dad.
When i was really young I was always with him because my Mom worked really late hours.
but as I got older we kinda drifted and we got to a point where we didn't even talk.
But over the past few years we've been getting closer again and its awesome :)

^This is my StepDad.
My parents broke up when I was about 14.
I took it pretty hard as most children do. Which I think is what has caused him and I to not get along very well. We have our ups and downs. But such is life.



Laters.

80 Days! Day Thirty-Three!! 48 Days: Five things you can’t live without.

Five things I can't live without?
Well... other than water, food, air, sleep and music.

1.  Michelle. She is the love of my life. The very air that I breathe. <3

    
2.  Music. But you should know this already if you've been paying attention. :3

3.  Freedom. Well... "Freedom" because we're really not all that free. But it feels like it.

4.  Material Things. I find it really sad and pathetic that I find stuff so important... We as humans think we need it when we don't. Every day I want try to become more and more of a minimalist.

5.  My Independence. I'm not a very big person and I don't like conflict. But I like my Independence (at least the amount of it that i do have.) But I can't ever imagine being confined to a hospital bed and having the inability to do anything for myself. For that is not living.



I'm glad you came :)
We had a good chat.

See you on the flip side.

80 Days! Day Thirty-Two!! 49 Days: What would you buy if you won the lottery?

If I won the lottery I would pay off all of my debts and buy a beautiful condo somewhere.
I would also donate money to people that I believed needed it or deserved it.
I would go to a restaurant and leave a 250 dollar tip.
I would also pay Michelle's debts and my mothers debts.
I think in the end of it all I would be poor.
But I would feel self satisfied.
And I think thats all that matters is that I would be able to go to bed with a smile and feel confident that I helped those in need.
Because I did nothing to get that money other than scratch a few cards or dab some bingo sheets.
I think there's just something so selfless about donating riches to those in need.

May the force be with you.

80 Days! Day Thirty-One!! 50 Days: Who are you?

I've always liked this picture.
It's a few years old but nonetheless this isn't about the picture.
Todays question is "Who are you?"

Well, my name is Alexander Levi Mackenzie.
I was born September 15th 1990.
I'm 20 years old.
I was born and raised in Sudbury, Ontario.
I'm about 5'10"
and I weigh about 130lbs.
I like a lot of stuff.
Mostly music, art and food.
And sleep, never forget sleep.

But who am I? I'm not really sure. I've been many different people and none have stuck.
I don't think I've ever actually known who I am. I think many people are described by what they own.
If so, then I'm a narcissistic machead who enjoys music far too much.
But I can't be because I hate myself.
I know thats a very cliche thing to say, but it's true.
Hate may be a strong word, so lets just say dislike instead.
Like don't get me wrong, I don't want to die, I'm not suicidal (anymore, but thats a story for a different day.) I love life and I love living.
I just don't understand myself so I don't like myself.
My life to me is just a spiral of confusion.
One second I'm sure of something and the next I have no clue.
But yeah.
I think thats enough depressive ranting for the day.

Enjoy yourself.

80 Days! Day Thirty!! 51 Days: A picture that always makes you smile.

I always smile at this.
its just so random and cute.
I can imagine that T-rex's probably got cold.
And yeah, they wore sweaters.
I think this should be taught in schools lol.

Enjoy yourself,
see you tomorrow.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Nine!! 52 Days: Nicknames you have and why you have them.

Nicknames eh?
Hm. Well lets see.
In elementary school I didn't really have friends but I had a few nick names from random people I talked to once in a while: Al, Alley Cat, Lex...
They never really stuck and I'm glad.
In high school I went to Lockerby Composite(Aka the deepest, darkest ring of hell.)  for the first semester of Grade Nine... That was a HUGE mistake.
Anyways... while I went there I had a few nicknames too.
Slick: I had this one because I had long black hair that was always shiny. People thought I didn't shower even though I did every morning.
AntiChrist: I remember there was this really religious kid in my gym and math classes who was afraid of me because I looked like a freak. So yeah, he called me that because on halloween I drew and upside down cross on my face in the middle of class... He wasn't impressed.
A-Mack: Just a random ghetto nickname I acquired while I was slinging heroin and getting in to some gangsta situations. No, not really. Its just a random nick name that Josh created after I called him J-Kuse.

So yeah, not very exciting.
But that's me.
At least I threw in that Gangster story, I'm sure you appreciated that.

Anyways,
Au Revoir my pretties.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Eight!! 53 Days A picture of yourself and a family member.

So....
I can't find any pictures of myself with a family member.
I'm not sure why, I guess I just don't have any.
So here I am with Shane Told of Silverstein.
This show was amazing.. AMAZING.
It could've been in a better venue but its okay.
Shane was kind of a douche, but he was also funny and the singer of SILVERSTEIN.
...so all is forgiven I suppose.

ANYways, Seee Err'body on the flip flop.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Seven!! 54 Days: A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Since the question was "something" and not "someone"
I figured it was material.
Music is something that means a lot to me.
and I'm sure we've talked about this before.
But anyways.
I love music, Its one of the most passionate and beautiful things in this world.
Music has helped me through a lot of bad times and has been there with me through a lot of the good times.
Music is amazing and no one can ever take that away from me.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Six!! 55 Days: A picture of you when you were younger and now, how have you changed since then?

This is the oldest picture I could find.
I'm on the left. With my Memere (Rest in peace <3)
I don't remember this far back.
But I apparently was a very happy child who was very energetic.
I didn't have friends until I was in at least grade 9.

And this is me now.
This is the most recent picture I have.
Taken yesterday for dailybooth.
I've changed dramatically so far through out my life.
I've gone through a lot, both good and bad.
And thats formed who've I have become.
I used to be quite the monster.
But now I'm actually pretty content with who I am.
I'm still not the happiest or most confident person in the world.
I'm not even the coolest person ever nor am I much fun.

But I try.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Five!! 56 Days: A picture of someone you miss.

This is Skip.
He passed away a few years ago.
He was the best dog, and I loved him.
I miss him dearly, and I'm sure no other pet will ever take his place.
I love you Skip.
Rest In Peace. <3

80 Days! Day Twenty-Four!! 57 Days: A picture of your favorite book.

So I would say that I Hope They Serve Beer In Hell is my favourite book.
I haven't actually read it all, but I've read a good portion of it.
I really enjoy it, but I'm not sure why.
There's really nothing good about it.
Its a collection of stories from a douchebag's drunken nights filled with promiscuous sex and tomfoolery (thats right, Tomfoolery.)
It is pretty funny, but also down right mean.
I wouldn't say to read it if you're easily offended, have a weak stomach, are insecure in any way, have feelings, or really anything else.
I pretty much just think this is a book about a douchebag written for douchebags.
But he's a funny douchebag nonetheless...

And the movie wasn't half bad either.

See you tomorrow.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Three!! 58 Days: A picture of something you wish you were better at.

I wish I was better at photography.
It's been a while since I took pictures.
The last time I took pictures was at the RoM and my camera died after two lol.
But yeah, I need to pick up some rechargeable batteries and start up again.
Maybe take pictures of some zombies.
Or not... whatevs.

ttfn brahskies!

80 Days! Day Twenty-Two! 59 Days: A picture of something you wish you could forget

I honestly don't want to forget anything.
Everything I've been through I've learned from.
If it was good, I learned a little bit about myself.
If it was bad, I learned that I don't like that or to know better next time.
No matter what I've been through, I appreciate it all in its own little way.
So yeah...

If you don't know where you've been, you won't know where you're going.

80 Days! Day Twenty-One!! 60 Days: A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

So...
I'm pretty sure I've talked about this already.
But I want to go to Europe.
Mostly Scotland, France, England, Italy and Germany.

So yee.

Peace out homie G slizzices.

80 Days! Day Twenty! 61 Days: A picture and a letter

Dear Happy Bug,

  You are way too happy.
What is it that you're so happy about?
I'm really just wondering.

Sincerely,
Amack.

P.S; You're awesome.

80 Days! Day Ninteen! 62 Days: A picture of your biggest insecurity

My biggest insecurity is my body.
My body is just so bad...
It's hairy, thin and flabby.
I get tattoos on myself to hide what I find ugly and to make myself feel more sexy.
I've always wished I had a body like the one above.
But when I work out I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything.
Its one of the biggest things I hate about myself.

80 Days! Day Eighteen! 63 Days: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

I recently moved back to Sudbury,
I couldn't find a job in Toronto for 2 months.
So I am back in the Nickel City.

80 Days! Day Seventeen! 64 Days: A picture of someone who inspires you

This is my mother.
She truly inspires me.
She's been through so much but she's still the happiest person I know.
She knows how to put her troubles behind her and and just live without worrying about it.
She's the best mother a son could ask for and I love her to death.
Thanks mom for being amazing <3

80 Days! Day Sixteen! 65 Days: A picture of something you want to do before you die

I really want to go to Scotland some day.
I want to see my heritage and where my family once lived. (well not my family, but my ancestors)
I want to see castles and history.
and I want to see Stonehenge.

Luceo non Uro.

80 Days! Day Fifteen! 66 Days: A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

This is Michelle.
I definitely could not see my life without her in it.
I love her with every part of my being. She is the most amazing person I've ever met and she's wonderfully beautiful. We've been through some hard times, but I believe that they've only made us stronger. She loves the Backstreet Boys... but I'm okay with that. Sometimes she's grumpy, but it doesn't make me lover her any less. She's been there for me through a lot and I hope to be there for her through a lot too.
We understand each other, and that is the best feeling I could ever ask for.

Michelle, I love you.
Thank you for being there.
You're so amazing.
I want to be with you forever.
And I'm sorry for ever hurting you.
I always want to be yours.

<3

80 Days! Day Fourteen! 67 Days : A picture of your favorite band or artist

Blink 182 is my favourite band.
I have been listening to them since I can remember.
They've been there for me through the good times and the bad times.
They also put on the best concert I have ever seen.

And the night will go on my little windmill.

80 Days! Day Thirteen! 68 Days A picture of something you love

I love music.
It is without a doubt the most brilliant thing in the world, it can do so much.
It can inspire, motivate and sometimes even save lives.
but music can do a lot of evil things too.
it all depends how its portrayed or who is creating it.
the problem in history is that since no one really understands music, people often blame it for tragedies.
Like look at Columbine, the media blamed it on Marilyn Manson...
as Chris Rock once said "whatever happened to crazy?"
So yeah, I love music. Its amazing.
I also love some people in my life.
but you've heard about them and probably will again soon.

Run and tell that,
Homeboy.

80 Days! Day Twelve! 69 Days: A picture of something you hate

Why hello there,
So yeah. I hate everything. I was born in 1990... I was taught to hate everything.
In movies, music, everything! I hate everything because no one understands me (So emo lol.)
But honestly, I pretty much just hate everything lol.
Like look at the music I grew up on; Nirvana, Smashing Pumpkins, Hawthorne Heights, Blink 182, New Found Glory, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park and Slipknot!

So. In Summary, I hate pretty much everything.
Also, I hate douchebags. They suck too.

And I shall see you tomorrow.
Arm your bricks, There will be blood.

80 Days! Day Eleven! 70 Days: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

So, I couldn't just choose one person for this... Because there are three distinct people in my life who have helped me through a lot.

 This is Josh.  He's been my best friend since I started high school. He's helped me through a lot in my life, and I thoroughly appreciate it. Love you brotates.

 This is Michelle. I've only known her for about 2 years, But she has helped me discover who I am in a way I can't even describe. We've been through a lot of issues together. But we've figured it out, and I am ever so glad that we did. This girl is the love of my life, I don't know what I would do without her. I love you baby.

This is my mom. I love her so much. She's always been there for me and I appreciate it so much. I may not tell her how much I do, or tell I her That I love her often enough. But believe me I do. I wouldn't trade her for the world. She's the best mother a son could ask for... Thank you mom. I love you so much.


Thanks for listening.
See you tomorrow.

P.S: Its really hard to type while crying... damn I'm a suck.