80 Days! 35 Days: What’s the last dream you remember having?

Punctuality has returned!
I think...
We'll see.

35 Days: What's the last dream you remember? ;

I usually remember my dreams.
But for some reason I can't remember any right now.
I usually dream about zombies, or getting lost, or losing people I care about.
My dreams are usually very weird, or sad, or stressful.

But yeah.
I have to get ready for work.


See Y'all on the flipflop.

80 Days!! 37 Days: What happened this week? 36 Days: Do you mind people writing on your skin?

Apparently I'm really lazy now...
2 posts.
Read it.
Love it.

37 Days: What happened this week? ;
Well.
The store I work at is closing for good tomorrow.
And I had my first shift at my new job today! :)
Other than that I'm boring.

36 Days: Do you mind people writing on your skin? ;

Yeah...
Thats annoying, I definitely am not a fan of people writing/drawing on me with any pen or marker.
Although, I have tattoos.
But thats different.
So... Put that in your juice-box and drink it :3

Peace out yo!

80 Days! 39 Days: Talk about your siblings. 38 Days: Something you find difficult in life

Yes. I think laziness has taken over me.
Two posts again lol.

39 Days: Talk about your siblings;

Well.
I Don't have any actual siblings.
I have 4 step sisters and one half sisters.
2 from my stepdad
and 2 from my step mom
and a half sister from my Dad and step mom.

Pree' coo. I know right?

38 Days: Something you find difficult in life;

Uhm well.
I'm not going to get all emo on this one.
SO
lets talk about math.
I have always been terrible at math,
but for some reason I love Physics.
It's oddly interesting.
so yee.

See y'all on the flipside.

80 Days! 41 Days: Your beliefs. 40 Days: What did you wear today?

TWO DAYS IN ONE AGAIN!
Yeah.. I've been lazy.
Soooo yeah.


41: My Beliefs;


Well.
When I was a kid I was a Jehovah's Witness.
Because thats what my Father is.
I left that when I was 13, and for a while I said that I was Atheist.
But Atheism is just pure ignorance.
So I would say that I'm Agnostic.
But I don't really like that term.
I don't believe in "God"
Nor do I believe in religion.
I don't know what I believe anymore to be honest.
I think that we're all just here.
And science helps with a lot of explanations.
But I believe that everything is alive.
We're all living, breathing organisms.
But yeah.
That was me being deep.

42: What I wore today;

I hung out with Josh and I went to work.
So I wore my black jeans, a white tee, my purple Atticus hoodie and a Plaid button up.
For shoes I wore my white Converse high tops.
Sorry for the lack of photo evidence...
I'm tired and lazy.


See you tomorrow!

80 Days! Day Thirty-Nine!! 42 Days: Your best friend.

This is Josh.
We've been best friends for a few years now.
Like 4 or 5?
We've been through a lot of bad times and good times.
Like sharing a family pack from Taco Bell and then walking to a pharmacy like 15 minutes away to share a 2 litre carton of apple juice. All to walk back to my house so we could walk to the beach (back when i lived near the beach.)
We finally got there. Got knee deep just to decide that we didn't even want to be there.
Thats an example of both a good and bad time lol.

But yeah.
We're bro's for sho... ya know?
lol... Never again. lol



.edis pilf eht no ouy ees

80 Days! Day Thirty-Eight!! 43 Days: A moment in your day.

So I haven't been awake for long.
But I showered.
And I love showering.
I almost think a little more than most people.
But yeah, I found this picture and I think if I had a shower that epic I would probably never leave.
Showering, Eating and Sleeping are definitely the best parts of my day lol.

I'm sorry if that wasn't very interesting.

See you tomorrow!

80 Days! Day Thirty-Seven!! 44 Days: How was your day?

I'm sick.
Today I went out to apply for a few jobs and I have an interview!
but now I'm back home to die.
I'll probably see Michelle tonight when she's done work.
But until then.
Death.

Peace.

80 Days! Day Thirty-Five & Six!! 46 Days: What did you eat today? 45 Days: A picture of something you're afraid of

Thats right!
I'm lazy and I'm doing two posts in one day.
So yeah.
yesterday I ate Subway
and Pizza
and then some cake.
Today I had steak and potatoes and carrots for breakfast
and then a poutine for lunch
and Kd, a sausage and some broccoli for dinndinns.
SO yeah.

I AM HORRIFIED OF BEES.
and wasps
and hornets
and most flying insect in general kinda give me the creeps.

But yeah
I've been scared of them since I can remember
I don't know what it is about them
I have no idea.
I don't think I've ever known why.
I'm also kinda scared of water.
But mostly because I can't swim.


See you tomorrow.

80 Days! Day Thirty-Four!! 47 Days: Talk about your parents.

So.
Lets talk about my parents.

^This is my mom.
She's one of the most selfless and friendly people I know.

^This is my Dad.
When i was really young I was always with him because my Mom worked really late hours.
but as I got older we kinda drifted and we got to a point where we didn't even talk.
But over the past few years we've been getting closer again and its awesome :)

^This is my StepDad.
My parents broke up when I was about 14.
I took it pretty hard as most children do. Which I think is what has caused him and I to not get along very well. We have our ups and downs. But such is life.



Laters.

80 Days! Day Thirty-Three!! 48 Days: Five things you can’t live without.

Five things I can't live without?
Well... other than water, food, air, sleep and music.

1.  Michelle. She is the love of my life. The very air that I breathe. <3

    
2.  Music. But you should know this already if you've been paying attention. :3

3.  Freedom. Well... "Freedom" because we're really not all that free. But it feels like it.

4.  Material Things. I find it really sad and pathetic that I find stuff so important... We as humans think we need it when we don't. Every day I want try to become more and more of a minimalist.

5.  My Independence. I'm not a very big person and I don't like conflict. But I like my Independence (at least the amount of it that i do have.) But I can't ever imagine being confined to a hospital bed and having the inability to do anything for myself. For that is not living.



I'm glad you came :)
We had a good chat.

See you on the flip side.

80 Days! Day Thirty-Two!! 49 Days: What would you buy if you won the lottery?

If I won the lottery I would pay off all of my debts and buy a beautiful condo somewhere.
I would also donate money to people that I believed needed it or deserved it.
I would go to a restaurant and leave a 250 dollar tip.
I would also pay Michelle's debts and my mothers debts.
I think in the end of it all I would be poor.
But I would feel self satisfied.
And I think thats all that matters is that I would be able to go to bed with a smile and feel confident that I helped those in need.
Because I did nothing to get that money other than scratch a few cards or dab some bingo sheets.
I think there's just something so selfless about donating riches to those in need.

May the force be with you.

80 Days! Day Thirty-One!! 50 Days: Who are you?

I've always liked this picture.
It's a few years old but nonetheless this isn't about the picture.
Todays question is "Who are you?"

Well, my name is Alexander Levi Mackenzie.
I was born September 15th 1990.
I'm 20 years old.
I was born and raised in Sudbury, Ontario.
I'm about 5'10"
and I weigh about 130lbs.
I like a lot of stuff.
Mostly music, art and food.
And sleep, never forget sleep.

But who am I? I'm not really sure. I've been many different people and none have stuck.
I don't think I've ever actually known who I am. I think many people are described by what they own.
If so, then I'm a narcissistic machead who enjoys music far too much.
But I can't be because I hate myself.
I know thats a very cliche thing to say, but it's true.
Hate may be a strong word, so lets just say dislike instead.
Like don't get me wrong, I don't want to die, I'm not suicidal (anymore, but thats a story for a different day.) I love life and I love living.
I just don't understand myself so I don't like myself.
My life to me is just a spiral of confusion.
One second I'm sure of something and the next I have no clue.
But yeah.
I think thats enough depressive ranting for the day.

Enjoy yourself.

80 Days! Day Thirty!! 51 Days: A picture that always makes you smile.

I always smile at this.
its just so random and cute.
I can imagine that T-rex's probably got cold.
And yeah, they wore sweaters.
I think this should be taught in schools lol.

Enjoy yourself,
see you tomorrow.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Nine!! 52 Days: Nicknames you have and why you have them.

Nicknames eh?
Hm. Well lets see.
In elementary school I didn't really have friends but I had a few nick names from random people I talked to once in a while: Al, Alley Cat, Lex...
They never really stuck and I'm glad.
In high school I went to Lockerby Composite(Aka the deepest, darkest ring of hell.)  for the first semester of Grade Nine... That was a HUGE mistake.
Anyways... while I went there I had a few nicknames too.
Slick: I had this one because I had long black hair that was always shiny. People thought I didn't shower even though I did every morning.
AntiChrist: I remember there was this really religious kid in my gym and math classes who was afraid of me because I looked like a freak. So yeah, he called me that because on halloween I drew and upside down cross on my face in the middle of class... He wasn't impressed.
A-Mack: Just a random ghetto nickname I acquired while I was slinging heroin and getting in to some gangsta situations. No, not really. Its just a random nick name that Josh created after I called him J-Kuse.

So yeah, not very exciting.
But that's me.
At least I threw in that Gangster story, I'm sure you appreciated that.

Anyways,
Au Revoir my pretties.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Eight!! 53 Days A picture of yourself and a family member.

So....
I can't find any pictures of myself with a family member.
I'm not sure why, I guess I just don't have any.
So here I am with Shane Told of Silverstein.
This show was amazing.. AMAZING.
It could've been in a better venue but its okay.
Shane was kind of a douche, but he was also funny and the singer of SILVERSTEIN.
...so all is forgiven I suppose.

ANYways, Seee Err'body on the flip flop.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Seven!! 54 Days: A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Since the question was "something" and not "someone"
I figured it was material.
Music is something that means a lot to me.
and I'm sure we've talked about this before.
But anyways.
I love music, Its one of the most passionate and beautiful things in this world.
Music has helped me through a lot of bad times and has been there with me through a lot of the good times.
Music is amazing and no one can ever take that away from me.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Six!! 55 Days: A picture of you when you were younger and now, how have you changed since then?

This is the oldest picture I could find.
I'm on the left. With my Memere (Rest in peace <3)
I don't remember this far back.
But I apparently was a very happy child who was very energetic.
I didn't have friends until I was in at least grade 9.

And this is me now.
This is the most recent picture I have.
Taken yesterday for dailybooth.
I've changed dramatically so far through out my life.
I've gone through a lot, both good and bad.
And thats formed who've I have become.
I used to be quite the monster.
But now I'm actually pretty content with who I am.
I'm still not the happiest or most confident person in the world.
I'm not even the coolest person ever nor am I much fun.

But I try.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Five!! 56 Days: A picture of someone you miss.

This is Skip.
He passed away a few years ago.
He was the best dog, and I loved him.
I miss him dearly, and I'm sure no other pet will ever take his place.
I love you Skip.
Rest In Peace. <3

80 Days! Day Twenty-Four!! 57 Days: A picture of your favorite book.

So I would say that I Hope They Serve Beer In Hell is my favourite book.
I haven't actually read it all, but I've read a good portion of it.
I really enjoy it, but I'm not sure why.
There's really nothing good about it.
Its a collection of stories from a douchebag's drunken nights filled with promiscuous sex and tomfoolery (thats right, Tomfoolery.)
It is pretty funny, but also down right mean.
I wouldn't say to read it if you're easily offended, have a weak stomach, are insecure in any way, have feelings, or really anything else.
I pretty much just think this is a book about a douchebag written for douchebags.
But he's a funny douchebag nonetheless...

And the movie wasn't half bad either.

See you tomorrow.

80 Days! Day Twenty-Three!! 58 Days: A picture of something you wish you were better at.

I wish I was better at photography.
It's been a while since I took pictures.
The last time I took pictures was at the RoM and my camera died after two lol.
But yeah, I need to pick up some rechargeable batteries and start up again.
Maybe take pictures of some zombies.
Or not... whatevs.

ttfn brahskies!

80 Days! Day Twenty-Two! 59 Days: A picture of something you wish you could forget

I honestly don't want to forget anything.
Everything I've been through I've learned from.
If it was good, I learned a little bit about myself.
If it was bad, I learned that I don't like that or to know better next time.
No matter what I've been through, I appreciate it all in its own little way.
So yeah...

If you don't know where you've been, you won't know where you're going.

80 Days! Day Twenty-One!! 60 Days: A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

So...
I'm pretty sure I've talked about this already.
But I want to go to Europe.
Mostly Scotland, France, England, Italy and Germany.

So yee.

Peace out homie G slizzices.

80 Days! Day Twenty! 61 Days: A picture and a letter

Dear Happy Bug,

  You are way too happy.
What is it that you're so happy about?
I'm really just wondering.

Sincerely,
Amack.

P.S; You're awesome.

80 Days! Day Ninteen! 62 Days: A picture of your biggest insecurity

My biggest insecurity is my body.
My body is just so bad...
It's hairy, thin and flabby.
I get tattoos on myself to hide what I find ugly and to make myself feel more sexy.
I've always wished I had a body like the one above.
But when I work out I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything.
Its one of the biggest things I hate about myself.

80 Days! Day Eighteen! 63 Days: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

I recently moved back to Sudbury,
I couldn't find a job in Toronto for 2 months.
So I am back in the Nickel City.

80 Days! Day Seventeen! 64 Days: A picture of someone who inspires you

This is my mother.
She truly inspires me.
She's been through so much but she's still the happiest person I know.
She knows how to put her troubles behind her and and just live without worrying about it.
She's the best mother a son could ask for and I love her to death.
Thanks mom for being amazing <3